Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Why did I come to Guwahati?

Dr Gib was 56years old working in Apollo Hyderabad as Marketing manager. He met GNRC Chairmen and joined the institution Jan. 2010. He was a fatherly, loving and caring everyone. His sister is suffering from ovarian carsinoma and daughter had to go abroad for higher studies. He wanted to expand GNRC, working almost 12-18hours a day getting energy from smoking.
My wife had angiogramed him and found diffuse diseases of coronaries. July 2010 he called her to visit Guwahati and then me to see the hospital. I was already prepared to go out somewhere, bought new dress and told Dr Nip at IIIT in March that I may go out next year.
My niece staying at tea garden near Tejpur, dreamt of me an my wife visiting her home but not where they were in Assam even a week ago my visit. Soon they got transferred near Siliguri WB.
I joined the institution, realizing the divine will. Starting neurology after three years was not difficult, new setting and patient was a good change. I was visiting alternate weeks.
Visited Kamkhya, Sukreshwar and Balaji temple in first visit and soon traveling around to see Umanand, Vasishth, Lankeshwar, Hajo Hiagreev, Madan Kamdev, Kedarnath temples.
My family came in Nov 2010 to visit Kaziranga, and Tawang. On 19th Dec 2010 night Dr Gib had massive heart attack and collapsed.
It was difficult for me to accept for a moment, but my job was different, came home at 5am and meditated to release the Great soul from Maya. After meditation, I had a short nap with vivid dream of seeing myself entering in a small prayer room. Opened a long book (encyclopedia) first chapter, but empty pages, went into deep meditation. Dream ended with seeing GNRC our Chairmen. After waking up I was feeling very light and could not trace the soul.
Hospital was preparing to emblem the body and preparing for respectful departure to Hyderabad with me, it reached before us. Dip GNRC employee came with me via Delhi.
Next day we went to console the dear ones. My return was on Dec 26th after a hectic week of consulting and counseling patients, flight was delayed for 4hours and later five hours. I had to cancel due to fog in Delhi and rush at Kolkata.
Next day onwards my mother developed high fever and breathlessness, for a week we had to wake up at night till she recovered and I returned to GNRC on 2nd Jan 2011.
Everything has changed not from outside but I was feeling same like returning to Sri Lanka after tsunami in 2004 Dec. I started meditating more to keep in touch with beyond.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Warning dream

Verna called to tell that she has seen Shyam Sing in her dream warning her not to go out on 10th of July 2010. She is going to Chinnai for Autism conference on 7th. Conference is on 9th and 10th July. She has fear of warning.

Shyam Sing has told her to go to Chinnai and pray God to protect her.
6th July she came to see me, she was anxious and developed hyperacidity. She was not sure whether to go to Chinnai or not. We sat in meditation but there was no answer.
She has not told it to her husband who is nonbeliever.
Her elder daughter heard her chanting Gayatri Mantra and Om Ganpathi Namh at 1am, but she did not.
I told her to go to Chinnai under protection of Ganesh Gayatri Mantra.
July 11th
She went to Chinnai and every day therer was a phone call with impending fear. When I called her yesterday she was relieved with laughter for troubling me.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Falling Dream

Kamoni called me in the morning to tell that her father had a dream of falling from a hill in a valley with his old partner and he had seen his death. He has also seen his younger brother who has died last year. He thinks he may die soon.
They are getting Durga Havan at home on Saturday the Jestha fullmoon day. Sristi was crying knowing that they had come yesterday for meditation leaving her at school.
Interpretation:(http://Dreamsmood.com)
Car Accident: To dream of a car accident, symbolizes your emotional state. You may be harboring deep anxieties and fears. Are you "driving" yourself too hard?
Falling: As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life.�When you fall, there is nothing that you can hold on to. You more or less are forced toward this downward motion without any control. This lost of control may parallel a waking situation in your life.

Falling dreams typically occur during the first stage of sleep. Dreams in this stage are often accompanied by muscle spasms of the arms, legs, and the whole body. These sudden contractions, also known as myclonic jerks. Sometimes when we have these falling dreams, we feel our whole body jerk or twitch and we awaken from this jerk. It is thought that this jerking action is part of an arousal mechanism that allows the sleeper to awaken and become quickly alert and responsive to possible threats in the environment.

According to biblical interpretations, dreams about falling have a negative overtone and suggest that man is acting and walking according to his own way of thinking and not those of the Lord.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Pratham Sristi (First Creation)

Pratham is a 9 years old boy with severe episodic neck pain, visited several physician before being referred to me by my homeopathic friend.
There was trigger point at GB21 both side of neck. I asked my acupuncturist to start deactivating the point. Pain increased one week ago and they came to my home. After meditation his pain has disappeared and they came back to thank me with bigger problem.
Grandfather of Pratham was depressed due to loss in his business. He was unable to restart even after several attempt. They are settled in Hyderabad over 20 years with hardware business.
Every possible intervention has been tried. I did not have any ready solution. We tried divine guidance.
Kamoni mother of Pratham went into deep meditation on guidance and saw Ma Durga seated on tiger with several hand. She also saw light. No clear answer came.
I was not looking at the problem at the physical level which is depression. Next level of duality of good and bad fight, cause and effect confusion. My aim was to find the higher divine message behind these physical appearing problems.
They will do cleaning of the house of grandparent on next full moon. Sristi has learned Reiki at 9year age last week. She is keen to come to my home.
What dose it all mean? Why have they came to me? What is the next message to me through this divine play?
I have to weight for answers.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Nyaya philosophy

Know what is Indian logic??

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Gift of Fear

Verna is a 35 years old Hindu, married to a Christian. Very sensitive and animal lover, psychologist. Met me at IIIT neurophysiology course. She was getting scared at night when suddenly her soul comes out of the body and she could see her sitting on the chair, when it repeated for few times she told me. On Friday 12th March she told about seeing a bright light on the left side, she was scared and could not see. It repeated on Saturday and Sudnday at her friends house, she was feeling much better and relaxed.

I asked her to come to my house on 15th March Monday in the morning a new moon day with Kiran.
Immediately after sitting in meditation at ground floor room on guiding to come out of the body she fell down and saw bright light on the right side, there were changing shape inside the light. We were not sure about the source of light. She was feeling relaxed and excited after the experience.

We went up to the third floor puja room where she could feel the energy. When we came out of the room and walking on the roof she was feeling energy and heard Omm sound and then recognized the light as Lord Shiva.

Immediately we went down to the Shiva temple and she sat for 15 min, where she saw a pink light and shower of flower towards her. She was very happy following the experience.

She was asked by friend to go to Sirdi Saibai she agreed.

30th March 2010

She had a dream of earth quack when earth got separated and her husband with one of her twin daughter were on the other side.
During her marriage someone has already told that she will be separated from husband. She was very disturbed.

3rd June 2010

Dream: she saw her grand parent in dream, which means there will be a death in her close family.
IIT there was two suicide, on girl took poison and other fell from top and both were alive.

Last meditation she was hearing Gayatri mantra for a month.
Today she went into cloud and saw two eyes which became Ganesh and she heard "Yada yada hi and om gan ganapthi namah.

June 27th 2010
Verna came to find out is there any way to know the black magic effect at home. Every one fell sick after her aunt came home and sprayed some red liquid in the bath room.
I took her into trance and asked to go to her house and see the light in each room. She found her bed room dark, where one of her relative staying since few days. She is not able to clean the room. This boy has fled away from home and now working in a call center. Room is very messy. She has to clean it. Bathroom and other rooms are relatively clean.
Her PhD in cognitive science was approved in IIIT, she was happy.
July 5th
Verna called to tell that she has seen Shyam Sing in her dream warning her not to go out on 10th of July 2010. She is going to Chinnai for Autism conference on 7th. Conference is on 9th and 10th July. She has fear of warning.
Shyam Sing has told her to go to Chinnai and pray God to protect her.

Divine Messenger

Ranala is 25 years old PhD student of cognitive neurophysiology. I saw his EEG when we went to Apollo to show them electrophysiology lab, his EEG was full of alpha waves.
He is mediator since long time and he feels presence of some one who talks to him and guide him. He tells about anyone whom he talks and once there was wrong prediction by him, since then he asked them to go away. The guide disappeared but told him that he is not doing what he is suppose to do.
His family was looking for bride for him but they told he cannot marry.

When he sat for meditation with Verna, he went into deep meditation and saw several soul came from a fume and sat beside him surrounding him. There was long conversation, they wanted him to promise that he should be celibate, then only they will guide him. There will be Laya and then during Sristi he is required and those guides are there to guide him in the process.

When we went up in the puja room he saw Lord Ayyapa and told he is coming soon. He has gone several time to Kerala at Ayyappa temple.

I asked him to come next day to go to Hanuman temple. We went there in the morning walking, he was reluctant to take bath but they told this for Trigunsuddhi, while taking dip in the pond he felt strong energy inside.

This is an artificial tank, filled with rain water after an NRI party wanted to make flat there. They dig the place about 20 feet but due to recession since three year it was left like that and we were guided to come there.

19th March 2010

During meditation saw God's Virat rupe laughing while strong cyclonic waves washed away Pyramids
When Ranala was small Lord Ayyappa used to come and one day took a promise from mother that after 20 years they have to hand over Ranala to him. He has to be celibate and in spite of there several effort he could not marry.

Ranala was asked to go to Tirupati on next Friday (Good Friday).

30th March 2010

Ranala got message that my mother is soon passing to other dimension. He has to come for meditation at my home during full moon day which is on Tuesday which come once in 60 year a Hanuman Jayanti.
We meditated at 11pm at third floor.

2nd April 2010
Ranala went to Tirupati and had vision of Five Gods around him Lord Venketesh as Ram, Lord Saraswati, Lord Narsimha, Lord Ayyappa and Lord Jesus.
Lord Ram told Lord Kalki is ready and showed a Divine white horse.

June 9th 2010

He came to meditate once and got a message to go to Srisailam during first week of May. He was disturbed with his academic result. He refuse to follow any command and not coming for mediation.